Babbling

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People say, in order to have a better future we should let go the past. I agreed. But somehow it's not easy to walk on the path we barely know. I've left Voice+ Magazine and officially work for Salt n Pepper. I admit, having a new work environment is not easy. I miss my old office desk and the people in there. But life must go on. I gotta face what's in front me.

Another thing is I'm one of the semifinalist of Lomba Perancang Mode (LPM) 2013, the most prestigious fashion competition in Indonesia. Kindly vote my design HERE by giving a thumb and help me share it. Your vote will mean so much to me.

Keep fighting ! (Even I feel so sleepy right now, and can't wait for Friday *lol*)
Have a good day, fellas! :)

Live like a pearl

"Pearl is a beautiful thing that is produced by an injured life. It is the tear of from the injury of oyster. 

The treasure of our being in this world is also produced by an injured life. 

If we had not been wounded, we had not been injured, then we will not produce the pearl - Stephan Hoeller"

The world is oyster, and we are the pearl.

Who run the world? Girls!

I just finished writing about Anne Avantie for VOICE+ April Issue. She is such an inspiration. I started to think few women whom I adore. Not only because of their beauty, but also their personality. Compare to men, women should feel great. The simple thing to think about is we can wear both pants and skirt, while men only wear pants their entire life.

The Pioneer of Kebaya 
If u are Indonesian, Im sure u know who she is. If u are not, here's a little story about her. Anne Avantie is a fashion designer specialized in Kebaya. Her designs are beyond perfect. She combined traditional material with modern silhouette. The amazing fact about her is, she never experience formal study about fashion. Yet she become one of most influential designer in Indonesia.  And she is social activist. She help kids who suffer hydrocephalus. Her social journey began when her mother was cured from cancer. She made 'promise' to help who suffer.
Visit her site

Eco Warrior
Nadya Hutagalung was born to an Australian mother and Indonesia father. She start  modelling at 12 years old in Tokyo, Japan. She also become one of the VJ when MTV Asia was launched. She is well known in Asia. There's no doubt about her beauty. She has a project about green living called GreenKampong. And one of Singapore's top 20 influential people voted by CNN. And she is the host of Asia's Next Top Model.
Visit her site

The Duchess of Cambridge
Her charm is flawless. Her life is a dream come true. Kate Middleton has everything women desired. Pretty outfits, charming prince, memorable wedding ceremony, and omg! Her hair, the curl, the color, everything always look perfect. I admit her style is classic but classy. Not sure if she really has the taste or Nikki Pennie, her stylist does.

Mrs. Pitt
Who doesn't recognize this fabulous woman? She's an actress, film director, humanitarian, a hot mama and wife to Brad Pitt. Her lips are every women's dream (or yeah, the dream of men as well) She always appear cool and sexy in most of her movies. Besides, she did a lot of charity.

She become our main report in March issue. 

Photo source : Google

I Knew You Were Trouble

Once upon time
A few mistakes ago
I was in your sights
You got me alone
You found me
You found me
You found me

I guess you didn't care
And I guess I liked that
And when I fell hard
You took a step back
Without me, without me, without me

And he's long gone
When he's next to me
And I realize the blame is on me

Cause I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places i'd never been
So you put me down oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places i'd never been
Now i'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

No apologies
He'll never see you cry
Pretend he doesn't know
That he's the reason why
You're drowning, you're drowning, you're drowning

And I heard you moved on
From whispers on the street
A new notch in your belt
Is all I'll ever be
And now I see, now I see, now I see
He was long gone
When he met me
And I realize the joke is on me

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places i'd never been
So you put me down oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places i'd never been
Now i'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

When your sadest fear comes creeping in
That you never loved me or her or anyone or anything
Yeah

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places i'd never been
So you put me down oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places i'd never been
Now i'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
Trouble, trouble, trouble
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
Trouble, trouble, trouble!


Treat me like a queen, and I'll treat you like a king. 
Treat me like a game, I'll show how its played.

12.12.12

Just drop by so I could have a post on this date. Many people thought this year will be the end. As we know earth is getting older, and human is going wilder. Mahatma Gandhi once said, "Earth provides enough to satisfy every man's need, but not every man's greed." So whatever happens on earth is caused by human. Sad, huh?

Well, I wrote about recycling fashion on the previous edition of Voice+. About how to reuse, reduce and recycle outfits. Not to mention, how exciting I was creating a dress from newspaper. And yeah! I was satisfied with the photoshot.

Photographer : Donang Wahyu

MUA : Kezia Evelina

Talent : Smitha

You are the apple of my eye

Just watched this movie. Need at least 3 friends of mine telling me to watch this movie. And one of them meant a lot to me. (Not sure if he's reading my blog) After watching this movie, it soon makes me realize the story is kinda 'real' since it was written based on Giddens Ko story. Which I think a bit same of mine as well.  Or perhaps, every person in this world happens liking their classmate and keep it secret?

Back to the movie, it was about a couple who used to love each other, but dont have the courage to face the truth they're in love. And years passed, hiding their feelings. Ended up marrying other person. Somehow, what the story told us is not about be with the person we love. But how we look beyond the love and still be grateful of loving someone.

This movie worth to watch. Beside the story, the soundtrack is extremely nice. I was listening to the piano cover while writing this post, feels like my fingers are dancing on the keyboard.

She was playing 那些年 by 胡夏


又回到最初的起点
you hui dao zui chu de qi dian
Back to the starting point

记忆中你青涩的脸
ji yi zhong ni qing se de lian
In my memory, I see your young face

我们终于来到了这一天
wo men zhong yu lai dao le zhe yi tian
We have finally reached this day

桌垫下的老照片
zhuo dian xia de lao zhao pian
The old photographs under the table

无数回忆连结
wu shu hui yi lian jie
Linking to countless memories

今天男孩要赴女孩最后的约
jin tian nan hai yao fu nuu hai zui hou de yue
Today, a boy will keep his last date with the girl


*****
又回到最初的起点
you hui dao zui chu de qi dian
Back to the starting point

呆呆地站在镜子前
dai dai de zhan zai jing zi qian
Standing in front of the mirror dumbly

笨拙系上红色领带的结
ben zhuo ji shang hong se ling dai de jie
Clumsily tieing a knot on a red tie

将头发梳成大人模样
jiang tou fa shu cheng da ren mo yang
Combed hair to appear as an adult

穿上一身帅气西装
chuan shang yi shen shuai qi xi zhuang
Wearing a handsome suit

等会儿见你一定比想像美
deng hui er jian ni yi ding bi xiang xiang mei
When I see you in a while, it’ll be better looking than you expected

好想再回到那些年的时光
hao xiang zai hui dao na xie nian de shi guang
Wish that (we) could go back to those years

回到教室座位前后　
hui dao jiao shi zuo wei qian hou
When we were sitting in the classroom, in front back position

故意讨你温柔的骂
gu yi tao ni wen rou de ma
(Doing something to get) purposely scolded from you gently

黑板上排列组合　
hei ban shang pai lie zu he
Pairing arrangement written on the blackboard

你舍得解开吗
ni she de jie kai ma
Are you willing to let go/ separate it?

谁与谁坐他又爱著她
shei yu shei zuo ta you ai zhe ta
Whoever sits with whoever, he will love her

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Chorus

那些年错过的大雨
na xie nian cuo guo de da yu
Those missed years of heavy rain

那些年错过的爱情
na xie nian cuo guo de ai qing
Those missed years of romance

好想拥抱你　
hao xiang yong bao ni
I really want to hug you

拥抱错过的勇气
yong bao cuo guo de yong qi
Embrace the wasted /missed courage

曾经想征服全世界
ceng jing xiang zheng fu quan shi jie
Wanted to conquer the world before

到最后回首才发现
dao zui hou hui shou cai fa xian
But looking back in the end, I realized

这世界滴滴点点全部都是你
zhe shi jie di di dian dian quan bu dou shi ni
Every little thing in this world is all you

那些年错过的大雨
na xie nian cuo guo de da yu
Those missed out days of heavy rain

那些年错过的爱情
na xie nian cuo guo de ai qing
Those missed out years of romance

好想告诉你　
hao xiang gao su ni
I really want to tell you

告诉你我没有忘记
gao su ni wo mei you wang ji
Tell you that I never forgot

那天晚上满天星星
na tian wan shang man tian xing xing
That night, when the sky was full of stars

平行时空下的约定
ping xing shi kong xia de yue ding
In parallel time and space, we made a promise

再一次相遇我会紧紧抱著你
zai yi ci xiang yu wo hui jin jin bao zhe ni
If we meet again, I’ll hug you tightly

紧紧抱著你
jin jin bao zhe ni
Hug you tightly


" Adolescence is like a heavy rain. Even though you catch a cold from it, you still look forward to experiencing it once again - You are the apple of my eye"

Blur

Have u ever think about it? Life is so blur. We don't know where to go, whether follow where the wind blow, or stand still and strengthen our will?

Payphone

If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of shit
One more stupid love song I'll be sick

Mindset

Is it brain control the mindset? Or the heart? Somebody please tell me. Is it true that brain and heart, logic and feeling are never in line?
Today I found myself trapped in my own mindset. I was all about complaining how my life goes, the hardship I've been struggling. On the other side, I was thinking of how grateful my life is, comparing to others. Well, some middle-lower class people.
In the end, I just tell myself,
"You are the one who responsible for your happiness. Not because u're not allowed to drive a car, so u don't happy. It's about the way u think. Some people said, u should compare your life to people who has a better life than u. No! It's not all the way it is. Sometimes, u need to look down, just to remind yourself how to be thankful."

At first, I was complaining to my parents. I want to drive, I want puppy, I want new phone, I want this, I want that. But I forgot, how much I've been given. Well, I was born nearly perfect (read: 2 eyes that can see, 2 ears that can hear, and so on), I've experienced college life, I have a job, I have a better shelter to live, while other people still think what to eat for tomorrow.

Im not saying Im a good person. Im sure I'll still complaining about life in the future. But I wish, what happened today will be a new start of my mindset.

Ps. Happy birthday Angel!! Wish u all the best :*
xx!

The Pursuit of Happyness

Based on true story. Will Smith as Christopher Gardner, a homeless man who made it to a billionaire. How a human keep struggling from hardship of life. 

The most heartbreaking scene is when Chris with his son have to sleep in a subway toilet. And how he cheer his son through it. I burst into tears. This movie is so touching and inspiring.

And this is the real Chris Gardner.

The man who proves, no matter what your dream is, as long as u work hard and never lose faith, u'll achieve it. 

This movie makes me realise, Im so lucky and blessed. So be grateful with your life. 

"Hey, dont ever let somebody tell you.. You cant do something. You got a dream, You gotta protect it - Chris Gardner"

Quiet

Softly, Deeply, Quietly. 

Fashion Quotes

Learn from mistake

Finally, everything has been confirmed. Ya! About the ticket issues. Honestly, it was kinda disappointed me. I just want to say, "No matter what happens, depend on yourself. Never throw responsible to another. Cuz there's none of their business."


Fine! At least, I achieved something from this case. Experience. There's always a lesson behind a mistake. So, learn from it. That is not ur fault, if u did a mistake. Everybody does. But if u did it again, that's ur choice. 
Of course, Im regret of this kind of shit. But, still. Everything happens for a reason. Im sure, this reason will help me in the future. What else? PATIENCE! 
=)

Let me whisper the moon to tell u good night

FRIENDSHIP

When i saw a movie about friendship.
There'll b some girls with different character.
To make a perfect story.
Without realized dat really happens in real life.
LOL~
Yeah~
In my GANK!

Christine such a DARE DEVIL, she'll do everything for our friendship.
Though she got a sharp tongue,  she's kind-hearted!
And for those who havent know her much, they'll definitely judge her as a bad girl.
Lemme tell u, SHE'S NOT!!
Nick name: Boncel, Tajie, Ciprett, Biatch!

Wiha such an INNOCENT girl, she's so funny!
Though she's the oldest among us, she sometimes act childish.
And we loved to bully her. LOL~
Nick name : Wijaiho, Ajay bin ajay~, Kuniang (kuku niang niang), Rong Ge, Xiao Mei, Tuprett, Bitcho
*yaaah! she got so many nick names. HAHAHA!

Diana is ADVISER, she's mature.
Always think logic and postive.
Nick name: Didin, Na, Ojie, Peprett.

Stephanie more like HELLBENDER.
She loves party. But she cant dance.
She loves drink. And easily get drunk.
Afterall, she is the best listener when we face trouble.
Nick name: Ibo, Khe Kia, Ngeprett.

And Me, Im DRAMA QUEEN.
My life is just so excited. Full of tears.
Nick name: Lil', Mamak, Lanprett.

We live together for years. And too much to know each other.
Well, every friendship sure have conflict.
So do ours.
Sometimes, we annoy. We have quarrel.
And anytime, we forgive and forget.
That is what friendship about, isnt it?

This is a picture that I took long time ago. With my BESTIES!
So...
F for FAMILY, FRIENDSHIP, FASHION and FUN!
:D

Fixing Me

I feel so BAD today!

For something I've done.

I swear, from today on, I'll try to think positively, and never judge something on my own.

Sometimes, I dont understand what's life really mean.

I used to think anything on my own, without any further thought.

I know I am wrong. TRULY WRONG!!!

And what I found after that is, REGRET. 

Nothing can bring me back. And fix what I've done.

Well, it's true. People said, Regret comes late!

Everyone did mistake, but only some did the same.

And Im not gonna be part of the "some".

Well, yesterday is Stephanie's birthday. 

We make-up her like crazy! LOL~

I've tried to upload the video on Youtube. 

But I dunno y, it dint work!

:(

*may b I'll try later.

And, tomorrow is my lovely sista's birthday!

Same date with Christine.

See? So many friends birthday on October!

Ooh! Yeah~ My bro also celebrate his birthday yesterday.

I just text him! I hope I can celebrate it there together with my family.

In fact, Im in KL now. Huh~

But dont worry, Bro!

I got present for u. Wait till I go back. :D

Huff~ AGAIN! About my assignment. Ooh~ GOD!

Im dying! SERIOUSLY!

I dont think I can done it.

Im totally dying~ :(

Well, my birthday is coming! 2nd November.

The day after that is the deadline of my second garment.

See? I'll be so busy before that day!

And I'd better do it faster, or I wont sleep on that day!

Mamiiii~ I really need HELP!!

And~ 

I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!

I MISS MY FAMILY SO MUCH!!!

T.T

Okay! Nothing to worry,Lil~

Im gonna finish it all ASAP.

And going home!

:)

Fighting!!!

Another wise word

" Dont waste time for those who dont really expect u.
That must be so silly!
But appreciate people around u and care about u. 
They might worthy.
Sometimes people close to u arent really around u.
And they dont understand how to appreciate things, till they feel lost. "

Untitled!

I can only hurt by people who I love. And so sorry for those who hate me!
U wont ever could hurt me!
So please for those who I love, no matter who's that, my family, my besties, or U!
U can easily hurt me. Cuz my heart is fragile! And u has become a part in it.

Working overtime

Oh my godness!!
See what time while Im writing this post.
4.32 am.
*claps!!!
Im still awake in front my sewing machine!
To b honest, Im so sick of these things. But hell yeah, I have to keep struggling.
And see?
Im still blogging! LOL~

Oooh~ my eyes are so bluuuur. And my back is so weary.
It means IM SO SLEEPY!!!
And I want to SLEEP!!
But I CANT!
The deadline is this coming monday.
So sad to said so.

I hate working overtime. (Ooh~ please!! Who do!?)

Anw, I have a story to share.
My friend has been misunderstand her mom for a long time.
But thanks God that now, he realized that all his mom did is for his goodness.
What Im gonna say is,

" Dear werewolf,
None of any mom in this earth dont love her son.
When a woman become mom, they will be the best woman ever.
And sure she know how to educate her child and what's the best for her child.
Sometimes when she scold u, and u oppose back, dont u understand that she feel more sad than u?
U know why?
At that time she might think she has failed as a mother.
No matter whose fault, trust her that she try to b a better mother.
Even if she's not, trust that she has do her best.
The most difficult occupation is be a MOTHER.
Well, sometimes what we want might not the best for us.
And yeah, what've we got in this life is certainly the best."

Oooh!
Moomiii~ Miss u so!!
*sobs~
T.T

Great October!

For what it hurts, let it go.

For what it worth, keep fighting.

'Do your best, and God will do the rest.'

Wow! Idk, the word above could inspire anybody? Hope so.

Today is 1st october.

Let's start new OCTOBER with biiiiig SMILE!!

Anyway, I have some friends (including my besties!) whose birthday in october. And so do my bro and my sist!

I know! I know!

This month is going to be great!!

:)