Friday, September 23, 2011

Beyond my limit

I've been thinking about life lately. How things go wrong. And it's kind disappoint me.
I keep thinking things will go well. In fact, its not. 

My life has been turned up and down recently. Sometimes, I feel there's something I used to hold, and now it just gone. 
I dont know what. Probably something important. Desire. Passion of life. 
I feel so far from the things I love. Well, it might be person.

First, I missed my besties like hell. Not just them but the feeling surround them. U know, cheer, laugh, talk, yaa~ girls stuff.
I remembered most of the nights we spent, chatting all the night, having our crazy supper which late at night. 
No much to worry, though there were tons of assignment. Who care? In the middle of the pressure time, we still could chill somewhere, even just for a meal. God! I realized how much they meant to me. Well, Im not being exaggerated. Thats true. About how I feel. 

How could life be so cruel? It's true, every meeting will end with farewell. But I do hope for a reunite. And I know we will. 
Second thing which makes me up and down is someone. Well, I could say, Im now a loner. I have no one to share about life. Yes, I have my family around. But still, this thing is too sensitive. It's a heart trouble. 

Okay, enough. Life is tough. I just dont understand, how could things turned so bad at once. 
U know u were on the top of happiness, the next second u realized u have been throw to the ground. Pathetic.

No matter what, thanks for everything. At least Im now could officially say a goodbye. Well, not that sad wave goodbye.
For some reason, it will always stay in my heart. U know I will and always do.
May I see the happiness soon.

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Joyeuses FĂȘtes

Hello bloggers. This gonna be a post of my incredible holiday. Honestly, I have hundreds of photos to be upload. 
Well, just cut the crap. 
I bet pictures tell more than word. 










♥ Disney

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Quiet

Softly, Deeply, Quietly. 


Friday, September 16, 2011

Officially Missing You

All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I’m officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today
I’m officially missing you

Oh can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially

All I do is lay around
Two years full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all
I don’t know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say
That I’m officially missing you

Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way
To let go of you

It's official
You know that I’m missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I’m officially missing you 

Sunday, September 11, 2011

Chance for Change

If  there's a chance for a better change, Im willing to. But if that will bring an everlasting pain, Im certain not.
There's a saying, there'll be rainbow after rain, a smile after tears. May be that's true.
It doesnt matter how much pain a person should bear for a change. It's just how brave enough a person taking the chance.

Well said. It look like Im completely desperate. Which Im not. I mean yes, a bit.
Im not type of person who is willing for change. Im surely missed the thing I used to do.

But whatever it is, if that is the best. I could possibly walk on this path. Though I dont want it either.
Kind of too melancholic. Whatever. I just shared my thoughts. Sight of life.

So, what the heck am I talking about. Well, I should choose my future. Not just wasting my time. Im getting mature. I grew up. And it's time to think of my life. Probably, Im going to work by now. Continue my study seems so hopeless. Since my dad wont allow me to go that far. No matter study or working, it doesnt matter now. I will just walk on my path. And keep going through. :)

ps. miss someone!
xx.